Monday, December 29, 2008

I've Got Nothin'

On any normal day I would be posting Not Me! Monday funniness but today I think I'll pass. Making phone calls to creditors and no news from job applications leaves me once again ready and willing to curl up in a ball and sleep it all away. I don't write this for sympathy. I write just because I have to let it out some way or otherwise I will just explode. I wish somehow God could come sit next to me and whisper in my ear His plan, His way, His solution. He has come through for us so many times and in so many ways. I have to just trust in Him, in His provision. But all I really want to do is put my fist through the wall.

2 comments:

Barbie Wolf said...

Oh, sister, so much love goes out to you, and many prayers. He is absolutely faithful, and He IS working out His perfect plan in you, and in Tyler. Be still, sweet friend, and KNOW that He is God - the God who holds true to every promise.

I love you.

Joanna Dawson said...

I love you sister girl, and although I lack the perfect sweetness of encouraging words, I know that you'll pull through. I admire your patience and courage.. always have. If you want to give me a call all yell at me, just to have somewhere to channel the madness, give it a go. Mwah.