Friday, February 11, 2011

New Day, New Start

It's kind of early for me to be blogging but I have a spare moment so why not? Tyler left for drill which leaves me alone to get ready for work and getting the kids to school with dog underfoot. Should be interesting.

We went out to PF Chang's last night and it was fabuloso. The food was delicious as always and Tyler and I had a really nice time together. I was so stuffed I didn't eat dessert! Now that's a first!

This has been a hard week for me at work. I can feel tax season upon us, with multiple clients coming in and out and trying to do a million things at once. My job description consists of way more responsibilities than you might think. Anyway, my attitude has been bad. I'll admit I'd rather be somewhere else, especially when Cole started T-ball practice and I couldn't be there and Kayley had a field trip to the Post Office and I couldn't be there either.

God convicted me of being complacent. I have had it so much worse and He's brought me through so much. I think that whining only shows that I'm dissatisfied with my life and that's not my heart. While I wish I could have things differently and be there for the kids for every special event, I can't. Plain and simple. So the whining will stop today. Bring on a new start!


1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I get like that sometimes, too. It's easy to get stuck in the "I want, I want" mode -- we want something, like a good job or something, and then when we get it, we want something more or something different. I love it when God kinda smacks us upside the head with a very gentle hand and reminds us of His provisions!