I love you, Grandma

My grandma is getting worse and worse. She has been in bed a lot, not getting up to eat. My dad is making mortuary arrangements today. It's so sad. I cried on my way to work today. I think the kids and I are going to see her this afternoon.

I have to remind myself that the joy of the Lord is my strength. When I can't drag myself out of bed and I just want to crawl under a rock and sleep for days, He lifts my head and gives me strength to move on. If nothing else, my two crazy kids give me a reason to smile today.